We are Falling apart

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Texts are getting shorter!  Long conversation. Late night chats. Everything about us is falling apart.  Do you feel that.. I have started walking away from your thoughts.. Do you feel it.. I just don't want to save me But I want to save us! You are still staying apart with your ignorant self. I am dying inside. You are hiding behind your self-conscious mask. I  am losing you.. No.. I never have you.. You never let me, have you.. My concern for "you" makes you feel strangled.. You are getting annoyed with my texts.. I am good.. Maybe I am too good for you.. Or Maybe I am going over the board with your thoughts.. I don't want to bother you.. Don't any more.. I am letting you go slowly.. You never belong to me. I should stop pretending like it doesn't hurt. It does hurt. I did cry in the night. Does it hurt you! Or it's just me!

Am I anti-social ...



And I know there are lots of people out there, like me, who are still thinking of themselves as "Anti-Social". I hate gatherings. Because of too many people, I have always tried to sneak out from any gatherings.  People and their fake pretentious smiles, oh god, I just hate it. 


The social world and social norms exhaust me.  Every moment I have to pretend to be someone else. 

Sometimes I have the feelings of "anti-social" like everyone is enjoying to being fake and I am the one who is carrying the burden for being real.

   
I AM not fake or anti-social.
It's just MY way of thinking.




I am not anti-social but tend to avoid social gatherings or interactions with too many people, as it drains me out totally. When it comes to thinking and making any important decisions, I take a deep dive into myself and allow no one to interfere with the process. I keep calm and like to maintain a low-key profile and take pride in my independence from the social world.



That's ME....










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