What am I feelings!!!!

feeling numb ... 

I don't know what am I feeling right now...

I am agitated.. I am upset.. I am irritated.. I am angry.. I am ok.. I am good..

I think I cannot sum up my whole feelings right now in one simple word..

everything is running in slow mode..

my present days are playing an only melancholy tune. ..

sad songs become the anthem of life..

my father's ranting spicing up my foul mood..

my emotions..my feelings.. 

I don't know exactly what is happening to me...

Right now, I think it's better for me to give up.. 

Yes.. giving up on my feelings..

stopping myself from figure out what am I feelings....

I think it's better for me to stop scrutinising my thoughts..

my thoughts are right now scattered.. 

my scrambled thoughts are running wild.. 

and I have no energy to sort out my thoughts..

 it's better for me if I should take a rest....

I don't want to feel anything..

my thoughts are like missing puzzles right now.. 

Peace! Inner Peace matters most. Peace comes when we realise, we are not in control...

let the things happen which meant to happen.

let the emotions flow.

let the people do whatever they want to do...