From the Corner of My Diary

I am not an extrovert person. I exactly know how to entertain myself. that's why lockdown days are not difficult for me. I am really ok with this. I have settled myself in my old room and my wifi is working so passing days are not hard for me. My parents have told me I have become quiet and not talking much with them.. they think I have changed. Well.. Yes.. I. have changed for my own good. Early days I had been trying hard to become flawless perfect daughter for them .. I had been waiting for the people to tick approved marked before my name so that I could feel approved .. I had been feeling inferior because people made feel that .. I had been feeling unwanted.. I had been keep questioning myself about own existence.. But NOT ANYMORE. I have accepted my flaws.   I have accepted my insecurities. I have made peace with myself. I have found my best friend in me.   I am not arrogant because I talk less.. I don't talk because I am not interest

I t’s been a long time I haven't written anything..  I don't know what to write. I am not feeling like writing up something. I am feeling nothing.. Yes.. These days I don't feel anything. It’s like a complete emptiness.. While the entire world of my life falls into an empty pit. Everything is so quiet and calm.. Nothing bothers me.. I am just started living a quiet life. Doing things that I just want to do without arguing.. I have stopped explaining over and over again to everyone.   Thanks to Covd19 epidemic we have been locked down..  W e are not going out outside except it is an emergency..   Lockdown Days seem so unreal now.    Wake up..Eat..Sleep, again repeat it. That’s how my lockdown days are going on.. My days become long while nights are whispering in ears. Everything becomes so calm and quiet.   No horns, No loud people, No shouting, No buzzing noises, No pollution just quietness .. it seems like mother nature is finally taking rest after