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We are Falling apart

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Texts are getting shorter!  Long conversation. Late night chats. Everything about us is falling apart.  Do you feel that.. I have started walking away from your thoughts.. Do you feel it.. I just don't want to save me But I want to save us! You are still staying apart with your ignorant self. I am dying inside. You are hiding behind your self-conscious mask. I  am losing you.. No.. I never have you.. You never let me, have you.. My concern for "you" makes you feel strangled.. You are getting annoyed with my texts.. I am good.. Maybe I am too good for you.. Or Maybe I am going over the board with your thoughts.. I don't want to bother you.. Don't any more.. I am letting you go slowly.. You never belong to me. I should stop pretending like it doesn't hurt. It does hurt. I did cry in the night. Does it hurt you! Or it's just me!

HIM, Mr.Mukherjee

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  For me, Love is highly overrated dreamy exotic feelings… love is kind of poetical illusion, not a practical thing ….  Well, that’s my expressive thoughts. After long turmoil, a long argument battle I have agreed to meet with Him. Yeah, my parents kind of pushed me.         Maa told me, he was going to call you in the morning so be prepared yourself. I didn’t know what she actually meant by telling me to prepare myself. NO CALL  .. I gave my mom my typical annoying look and she ignored it gracefully. Then around 8:30pm, he called.. and we had a brief talk. We agreed to chat.   I don’t know Why but his voice gave me chills, like wowww... Then we had a brief meeting at our place, oh my god, I must say from the very first day he gave me that Manly vibes. He was calm quiet and mysterious.   During the time of leaving, he turned his back and gave me such a meaningful expressive look and   that totally seemed like a scene from Drama and I almost choked up in surprised. Our first