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We are Falling apart

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Texts are getting shorter!  Long conversation. Late night chats. Everything about us is falling apart.  Do you feel that.. I have started walking away from your thoughts.. Do you feel it.. I just don't want to save me But I want to save us! You are still staying apart with your ignorant self. I am dying inside. You are hiding behind your self-conscious mask. I  am losing you.. No.. I never have you.. You never let me, have you.. My concern for "you" makes you feel strangled.. You are getting annoyed with my texts.. I am good.. Maybe I am too good for you.. Or Maybe I am going over the board with your thoughts.. I don't want to bother you.. Don't any more.. I am letting you go slowly.. You never belong to me. I should stop pretending like it doesn't hurt. It does hurt. I did cry in the night. Does it hurt you! Or it's just me!
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I AM MORE THAN MY SKIN COLOR

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Peace

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What does literally Peace mean in our life! I often ask this question to myself. We all often quoted ' I want to live in peace'. So.. What does it mean to be 'live in peace'. Sometimes I wonder whether Peace means Running away or Giving up. How can I define Peace! Emotional Turmoil. Anxiety Disorder. Suicidal disorder. After going through so much I have realized every one defines peace in their own way. Peace changes it's meaning definition according to everyone's perspective.  My definition Of Peace is my way to reconnect myself with Emptiness.. For me Peace means Quietness Calmness Emptiness.. Yess Emptiness.. I don't want to feel anything.. I don't want to hold grudge pains in my heart. I just don't want to pour down sorrows in my heart. Emptiness liberates my heart from groaning pains. And I feel Peace.. this day I seem to feel content in the emptiness of my heart... I want to live
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