From the Corner of My Diary

Texts are getting shorter!  Long conversation. Late night chats. Everything about us is falling apart.  Do you feel that.. I have started walking away from your thoughts.. Do you feel it.. I just don't want to save me But I want to save us! You are still staying apart with your ignorant self. I am dying inside. You are hiding behind your self-conscious mask. I  am losing you.. No.. I never have you.. You never let me, have you.. My concern for "you" makes you feel strangled.. You are getting annoyed with my texts.. I am good.. Maybe I am too good for you.. Or Maybe I am going over the board with your thoughts.. I don't want to bother you.. Don't any more.. I am letting you go slowly.. You never belong to me. I should stop pretending like it doesn't hurt. It does hurt. I did cry in the night. Does it hurt you! Or it's just me!

"Are You Sheep? You are Dragoon  then Be a Dragoon" Daenerys Targaryen is my dearest memorable GOT character, even though she lost herself in the end. She is shamed betrayed sold raped and she chooses to rise above everything because she has faith in herself... Losing faith in yourself is the biggest sin in this world.. Depending on Trusting someone are choices that you are bound to make in your life.. End of the day, you can't deny your social identical existence, no matter how much you try to stay away from social stigma. You are the part of this social symmetrical structure. You can't break out .. yes you can't.. someday, you have to return into this social life.  Well.. that's is true.. you are allowed to lose yourself in a dark alley.. you are allowed to break down.. you are allowed to cry hard.. but you are not allowed to give up on yourself. some people are going to break your heart.. some people are going to break your trust. some are here just to enjo